useless =x

i went to bank alone in the afternoon...
i supposed to find someone and asked for help...
i passed the letter to a woman at the counter and she started to ask me this and that...
i said: bla bla bla... and this is what i want...
she looked at me and asked for help from the other colleagues...
they all discussed and looked at me...
suddenly they talked to me and asked me this and that...
it's scary and annoying...
by the way...i was really scared at that time... =x
useless am i ?
scared of the little thing...
at the moment if there's someone accompanying me i wont feel scared i guess...
hah, stupid...

=x

...

i bought it... :)
assignments are queuing up and waiting for us... *sigh*
tests...
all the best everyone...

gingerbread man...
where are you ?

=)

buy... play...

hope that the trip will ON...
i really hope so... =D

hmm...buy buy buy ???
money money money ???

today is just an ordinary day...
we went for lunch then rushed to queensbay...
i dont have time to walk around...
did some window shopping...
i like a dark coloured t-shirt that i saw...
by the way, that t-shirt got nothing special but i just like it...
thinking...

LOL...sponsor...

you may not get everything that you want,
but if you know to appreciate everything that you have,
your life will be great =)
be grateful... :)

suddenly those words pop-up in my mind,
so share with you guys... =D

hmm...

am i ?
can i ?
do i ?
i still dont know the answer...
hope that i will...
and i know that i can...

somehow...
i just care about it... =(

sunny sunday~

LOL~ the weather was so hot in the morning and afternoon...
feel like the sun is burning my skin @.@
in the evening, i went for a movie 'Where Got Ghost' with mum, her friend and jia qi...
i haven't watched any movie for months in the cinema already...
after movie we went to "Subway" for dinner...
hern and me prefer the "Subway" that we ate at Singapore =p
had a short walk at the night market...
i wanted to buy some hair accessories thingy to tie my hair...
but in the end i buy nothing...

hmm...i saw a soft toy 'Ginger Bread Man' at the shops "Lovely Lace" and "MaggieT" before...
if not mistaken i saw it last year...
the size is quite big... ^^
i'm finding it now...
if anyone see it selling at anywhere please inform me... thx thx :)

^^

finally we passed up our econ individual assignment yesterday...
thursday afternoon we went to chia chia's house and do together;
then at night we pia together at my house...
hmm...we just slept for few hours... -.-
last minute job... ^^
thanks everyone...(everyone that help or support)
thanks for helping =)
again, i'm touched...

friends,
no matter when or where and how, thanks a lot =p
thanks for being my friend =)

memorable days ^^

these few days i spent my time with my family... ^^
we went few places and it was my memorable days...

saturday~ 19th september...
a party was held at my house...
just a mini party with variety of foodsss...
my dad and mum invited some of their relatives and my dad invited few of his friends too...
i guess everyone enjoyed their time here...hope so =)

sunday~ 20th september...
went to sakae teppanyaki with family for dinner...
after dinner, mom and dad brought 3 of us to a pub called "fuel" at auto city...
it was our very first time to pub ^^
it's not like the noisy place as shown in tv...
i was drunk that night... -.-
played some games with my dad's friend...
ended up vomiting~
good experience though...

monday~ 21st september
watched korean drama from morning untill afternoon...
after that went to batu ferrighi...
1st, visited hard rock hotel...
kinda dissapointed...not as great as i thought...
2nd, suppose to have dinner at sunset bistro...
in the end we ate hawker food at town...

wednesday~ 23rd september
went to a massage place...
a lady helped me checked whether my bone got problem or not...
in the end she said nothing wrong with my bone...
just the vein get stuck...nothing serious...

afternoon as usual went to piano...
after that fetched see ee to mc'd...
at night meet up with yuan, pey wen and ee vorn...
do appreciate the time we spent together and thanks for helping...
miss the moment that we laughed together... =p

i'm mad because of the assignment...
hate this kind of feelings...

Happy holiday =)

woohoo~ selamat hari raya aidilfitri~
haha...happy holiday~ ^^

the hiking trip tomorrow has been canceled because yuan and pey wen have tuition...
a bit dissapointed because cant reduce my oil already... -.-
i'm waiting for the next trip... =p

hmm...tomorrow evening kakak "the big cook" gonna be busy...
party time :)
yummy yummy~ nasi lemak, spaghetti, "prawn cookies", cake, beers and deserts~
hahahahahahahahahaha~

ARGHHHH !!!

i lost 3 of my colour pens and 1 mechanical pencil TODAY...
ishhh...really angry about it...
i still remember i saw it just now...
by the way, i "guess" "someone" stole it...
i got no proof but other than that i just couldnt think of anywhere that i would drop...
impossible to drop 4 at once too !!!
they are valuable to me...
haiz... T.T

sleepy day~

huhu...guess what...
today is our first time having monday class in this semester...
because last 2 week's monday was public holiday... xp
hmm...feel sleepy and sleepy for no reason...
i slept early yesterday and still like that... *sigh*

ECONOMICS !!!
i really really dont no how to describe...
i got no idea about this subject !!!
gosh~ because of dont no so i dislike i guess...
i wanna be friend with you !!!
best friend... -.-
haiz...
wednesday will be our economic's test and thursday is the due date to hand in ENL assignment...
after that we will have RAYA holiday !!!
yeah, happy happy... =p
but still have to hand in assignment in our holidays... =.=.=.=.=.=.=

sat sat saturday~

yesterday i told my mom and my brother :
"tomorrow i will wake up early and jogging~"
in the end...slept till 10 something and wake by mom...
mission failed... -.-

in the afternoon i went to sunway carnival with my mom... =p
we both bought something XD
haha...good good =)
satisfying =D

at night i went out with my parents to "sit night"...
you know what i mean ? xp
hah...i told yuan i'm gonna sit night when i chat with her before i went out...
she knows what i mean... *clap hands* xp

yesterday night i chat with my friend...
i was shocked because i didnt expect he will tell me...... (hmm, dont no how to describe)
mature already, or big boy already~ hehe...
thanks again...

oh yeah, i saw fireworks tonight :)
feel happy~
although only pass by and see for a few seconds,
but i'm happy to see it =p

=D

happy birthday meicy =)

woohoo~ i just came home...
we went auto city to celebrate Meicy's birthday...
hah...suppose there's a surprise...
we cheated her to bring her to eat tom yam mee =p
but someone sms her... -.-
and in the end she knows... =)
never mind... we enjoyed our night XD XD XD

today i laugh a lot...(should be yesterday)
haha...i think i forgot since when i laugh until so happy already...
whatever it is, just laugh out loud when you are happy =D
thx guys :)

happy birthday to Meicy~
may all your dreams come true ^^
stay pretty and be happy always =D

Happy birthday to Eng kitt and Hoyue too =)

photos photos~
location~ swensons (auto city)

yao lin

chia chia

meicy~ the birthday girl =)

wei poh & meicy

chia keat, joe & yao lin


a serious one...

follow by a normal one~

yeah ^^




spot us ? XD

it's bigger now :)

birthday cake~

birthday girl with her cake~ =p

singing birthday song XD

make a wish =)













playground ~







hmm...

what are they doing ??? XD

...

i'm here again...
i heard from my friend that she's sad...
i realize that i dont how to cheer someone...
i will just express out how i feel and what i know to them...
and i sounds like an "aunty" =)

currently i'm worrying bout my backbone...
i couldnt bent backwards these few days !!!
maybe just temporarily... (hope so)

since last year,
i've faced several problems of my bones...
nothing REALLY serious happened...
just will pain here and there once in a while...

i remembered few months before,
when i wake up, the bone of my thigh twisted and didnt know what happened...
that time i was scared as i was alone in my room...
and i thought i couldnt walk anymore... -.-
think too much i guess...

hah, bone bone bone...
lack of calcium ?
maybe...
cause i dont like to drink milk...
that's why...

take good care of your bone :)

we cant predict what will happen tomorrow...
just appreciate every moment that you are having now... ^^
do everything with no regrets =)

:)

arghhh !!!

extremely moody and feel like screaming now...
because of ......
just hope that everything going on smoothly to both of you...

thanks to those who asked me why i didnt turned up just now...
really felt touch~

ARGHHHH !!!
because of everything and everything...
him and her...
them...
all of the things !!!

i'm gonna burst soon !!!
i dont want it to happen...

*she's angrying nobody but herself...*

tuesday...

hmm...nothing special happened today...
but i feel good...
dont no why...
maybe because i went to college and occupied myself with something =]
oh ya, before went to college,
wei poh and chia chia took the hair straightener thingy to my house and straightened my hair...
for your information, i've got curly hair that always curl here and there and it seems messy -.-
so they try to straighten my hair...
...i'm quite scared at first...
but after saw it, it satisfied me =)
thanks a lot :)

i had nightmares since past few days...
dream about those things that i don't wanna see...
by the way, when i'm out to somewhere,
i'm scared that i will accidentally meet or bump into them...
what a stupid mind set that i have...
gosh~ help me please...
just want to forget and forget...

everything will be okay soon
:)

=)

thank you to those who chat with me and consoled me...
i do appreciate you guys...
at least i'm not alone when i'm down...
just keep on smiling and tomorrow will be a better day... =)
the best medicine will be time i guess...
everything will be okay and everything will be back to normal...
thank you very much... =] (you know who you are =p)


i hope to go for a vacation during the raya holiday;
due to the different holiday timing of me and my siblings,
the plan couldnt work i guess...

i wish to buy lots of things now...
backpack, bag, sports shoe, bla bla bla, etc...

=)

stu stu stu stupid~

i met a stupid police car when i was finding car park around the bank...
as you know, the spaces of the car park is limited around the bank...
when i found a place for me to park i on my signal light;
and a police car behind me on his siren !!!
oh my god, i wanted to park that place but that police ask me to go away with it's siren !!!
felt angry bout it...
LOL~ no idea...

today was a tiring day although our class started at 1pm to 6pm... -.-
eww~ the economy...swt...
formula, calculation >.<
i'm blur about that subject + sleepy while lecturer teaching...
try try try and try to cope up with that subject...

good luck and all the best to those who are taking exams in these few weeks...
add oil add oil =D

pencil ~~~

the red pencil that i have been using for years got some problems recently...
i cant really remember when did i owned the pencil...
if not mistaken, since form 1 or 2 i already started to use it...
i'm thinking to buy a same model or even same colour one...
how how how ???
by the way, i will keep the red pencil properly even though if i own another pencil...
LOL~ 东西用久了感情也跟着深了...

$*@*0)

today is my first day of semester 5~
our class started and it seems most of us still in the holiday mood...
chia keat bought four of us cute little bear-bear each~
it's cute and it had smell on each of the bear~
thx a lot~ we were happy to received it...

yao lin with the 4 bears...



just now went to church to practice dancing for the so called -"delication performance"... not so sure bout that name...
as usual...i'm a slow learner...
super slow learner...
i couldnt follow what they did...
hate myself for being like that too...
i'm a slow learner all the while...
is there anyway to cure it ??? T.T

i saw something that i do not hope to see again...
i should not go...
i should not see...
i should not care...
i should not think...
i should live on my on world...
i dont hope that i will burst someday...
controlling...
pretending...
acting...
smiling...