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today is my first day of semester 5~
our class started and it seems most of us still in the holiday mood...
chia keat bought four of us cute little bear-bear each~
it's cute and it had smell on each of the bear~
thx a lot~ we were happy to received it...

yao lin with the 4 bears...



just now went to church to practice dancing for the so called -"delication performance"... not so sure bout that name...
as usual...i'm a slow learner...
super slow learner...
i couldnt follow what they did...
hate myself for being like that too...
i'm a slow learner all the while...
is there anyway to cure it ??? T.T

i saw something that i do not hope to see again...
i should not go...
i should not see...
i should not care...
i should not think...
i should live on my on world...
i dont hope that i will burst someday...
controlling...
pretending...
acting...
smiling...